with time in my hands

with time in my hands
I came to ask myself
why?
and came to this conclusion

for the impossible to become unlikely
to become believable
to become this-is-it
we weave the silk thread

now, here
the dictionary refers me to spiders
those weavers
the proteins
the net
-- of what we construct our common reality
funny, huh

I am, however, left unamused
which is not even a word.