written in the waiting room

the worst case scenario is not
to have lost you
it is
to not know if I have you still

-

the woman referred to as
"the least of your problems"
is not who I set out to be

-

Cut short
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I lost a blog the other day
the writer "moves on", as she explained
I was not disappointed;
the past was not about to be lost,
I could come back anytime;
quite simply there just wouldn't be any more

and I can
and I will
find another, I'm sure

today I watched a documentary bit about language
the fourth episode out of six
I've seen the previous three
thoroughly entertaining!
and an opportunity to learn as well!
how wonderful!
...but my supplier
could disappear
at any time
and I would not know
whether he has "moved on"
or moved out
out of my reach
will I ever see the rest?
I have no-one to ask for an answer to that

no help.
no hope?

I'm wasting my precious time
sitting on my ass
paralyzed
keeping my mind occupied
by edutainment.